#6. A nightmare before and after another nightmare

Suddenly, the frequency of having nightmares has increased a lot. I'm having those one after another, every night, and they even catch me napping and don't let me escape from them. Some of them are just little bit weird,  and some of them make me so depressed, and, and, and more. I'm not afraid of at least, but they're so irritating. I hardly sleep in the night, and thinking of having nap is impossible, because I know they won't let me awake.

Sometimes it seems like that I'm practicing dead. In the dream, I can hear what is happening in the real world, can hear car passing on the street, my flatmates phone call, and even the music I have turn on. At the same time, I'm having weird dream. On the boundary between the real world and the nightmare I try to escape from both of them, and there's no place to step. What does this mean to? This situation accelerate the insomnia. Cool. Sleepless nights keep go on and never will end.

Now this is not a problem with insomnia, even when I sleeping, I'm not sleeping actually. Is this caused by my feeling of anxiety which never subside? How would it be solved if I don't know where it is from? Do I need a counselling?

What important is, not the content of those nightmares. I don't care about them at all. This is the matter of having dreams and be awaken at the same time. In the dream I'm always confused because the world where I am is the mixture of my unconsciousness and consciousness. And when I wake up, I am not able to know if I'm in the real world where I belong, or still in my dreams. Still I'm wondering why. Maybe my body doesn't want to waste time so won't let me sleep. Or doesn't want my brain. I may need my head examined.

#5. Monte Serrante

Actually this isn't about what I dreamed, I draw this while climbing up the Mountain Serrante, from the start to getting on the top of it. When it's sunny day, being on top of this mountain helps me a lot to be calmed. 

#4. All Alone

#3. A weird dream

This is what I dreamed last night in the other dream (like the movie Inception! It usually happens.). I was sunbathing in a swimming pool of a resort, my family and I were there for vacation. The sun was shining, I fell asleep, then... this scene came to me inside my dream.
When I woke up in the middle of night, of course I was on the bed of my tiny room here, and I could remember clearly all that I had dreamed. That's not a strange thing, because I usually remember everything that I dreamed the night before. Remembering all the dreams (of course I don't think that I remember the 100% of my dreams) can be irritating, because it makes me so confused that sometimes I can't distinguish the dream and the real world. 

And.. no more description of the dream because I'm not able to explain what happened in it even in my native language. It was literally so confused.

#2. Seong come por la frente

Once I dreamt about Seong, who's one of my classmate and the funniest guy ever.

I draw it with left hands because I was so bored, but I guess there's no problem to recognize who the famous Seong is.

And when I came back home, I made my first 'Song for Seong'.

(As you can guess, there is a series of Songs for Seong.) 

#1. The saddest dream ever

Uno de los sueños más tristes de mí vida.

and I made a song for him, with the words that I couldn't tell him.